Monday, July 18, 2011
Sticker Projects
Things I Missed
Thursday, July 7, 2011
A Sweet Spirit
Why Nap Times Get Tricky
Tuesday, June 28, 2011
Trying to Read the Scriptures More Often
This new ward that I'm in has for some reason given us many challenges to read the Book of Mormon more often. I guess this was something I needed to hear. Our bishop has encouraged us many times to try to fit in what he calls the "Hour of Power." Then our relief society has encouraged us to read the Book of Mormon in one month, starting the month of June. I would love to write that I've taken on both challenges and gone above and beyond what was expected of me. Sadly, I can't say that. What I will say is that the challenges have inspired me.
Prior to these challenges I've only read the Book of Mormon maybe twice. Once on my own as a teenager and once in college for my religion classes. On many occasions I've started the book many times and for some reason get stuck in Second Nephi and then I discontinue reading. I guess you could say, reading this book for me has been quite the challenge. For the last five years, I've slowly worked my way through and up until the beginning of this month, I had been in Alma for what seemed like forever. So when I decided I would take on the 30-day challenge, I said to myself, "I'm not starting over from the beginning. I'll start from where I am and do my best to make it around back to where I am, which at the time was Alma 60. Since it is already June 28, I should roughly be in Alma 44, right? Not even close. I'm in Ether 14. However, I did want to take a moment to document that I'm amazed at how quickly I've gotten through so much when it has taken me five years to get to Alma. In less than a month, I've gotten through Helaman, the 3rd and 4th books of Nephi, Mormon and almost all of Ether. And I don't write this to prove that I'm a fast reader or anything. Though we all know how quickly I can get through the Harry Potter and Twilight series. I'm rather impressed with the fact that I've been able to get through so much despite my ability to make excuses for "not being able to," or "not having enough time." I guess I'm just trying to focus on the positive.
In my attempt to read the book in 30 days, though I've failed to achieve that goal, I've gotten further than I once thought possible. If you're like me, you find the language in the book difficult to understand at times. But I have learned so much this month about myself and my testimony has surely begun to grow. I have spent too many years thriving off of others and in a sense living off of others' testimonies. I truly feel like for the first time in my life, I'm really wanting to have a knowledge for myself. So, as slowly as that may come about, I'm determined now more than ever before to make scripture reading of the utmost priority. I suppose that by blogging this, I am in a way having others hold me accountable to my goals. They say unwritten goals are just wishes anyways, right? So, it is written.
Some things I've noticed:
-When I read for about an hour, I have more drive throughout the monotonous days of motherhood.
-Orion asks me what I'm doing a lot and when I explain that I'm reading the Book of Mormon, he says to me, "Oh, okay, I'll wait till your done," at which point he actually waits silently and gives me some peace rather than asking me 20 questions every hour and . . .
- . . . more recently, he has asked, "Mommy, can you read me the stories?"
-When I try to read with a more animated narration so that he can understand things better, somehow I understand them better too.
-Reading out loud helps a lot. At least for me.
-Chrysalis flips through her Gospel Art Book on occasion while sitting next to me and claims, "I'm reading my scriptures." This, I find terribly cute.
-I feel more productive.
-I don't feel so alone all the time.
Anyways, those are just a few things I've noticed. So, even though I haven't read the whole Book in 30 days, I'm pleased to say that I'm about 12 chapters away from finishing the Book of Mormon for the third time in my life. Yay! I should make myself a certificate. I will finish the book this week. Then keep working my way around again. Once I've done that, I intend to get through the Bible again too. One small goal at a time though, right?
Wednesday, June 8, 2011
April's Shower Brings May Flower
Little Girls Really are Sugar and Spice
Among other things . . .
Saturday, May 14, 2011
My First Nap Time Dance
I've recently attended a workshop for dancers who've become mothers and the collaboration of ideas that took place there was rather inspiring and uplifting. I must admit, I've had a lot of ideas about putting together my own choreography simply for the fun of it. I don't know why I haven't actually made myself do it until now. Maybe it was the three children and how they took their toll on my body. Maybe it's dealing with my own insecurities of whether I can dance or not. I may never become the dancer I always dreamed I would be. But the truth is, dance is an outlet for me to express and explore what I feel I've barely begun to tap into. Just a few short months ago, I was laying in bed alone one night, wondering if this 29 year old woman would ever amount to anything else in the world of dance and movement that she so craves. Forgive the rusty stiffness of my movement. I haven't danced in a long time. So mostly I'm doing this to work through the kinks in my joints, but putting together this small project was an idea inspired by an old dance mate who is organizing a dance company for stay-at-home mothers and exploring the use of technology to put together pieces online, since finding time to practice dance at the studio with children is highly impossible. She calls them nap time dances. The basic idea, is that you put the kids down for a nap, grab a camera and video your choreography.
Anyone who knows me, knows I have a hard time sharing my art. I suppose it sometimes makes me feel vulnerable. But I'm going out on a limb here to hopefully inspire other artists to continue exploring whatever art genre they love while focusing their energy on the mundane things of life that call us "Mom." Appropriate I suppose for the month of May. So here's one of my, hopefully, first of many projects to come.
I entitled this one: Peace of Me
A Flash of that Hinckley Smile
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